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Saturday, January 19, 2013 @ 10:32 PM
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you know they can't just take away cheer like that without any explanation or valid reason or forewarning. just cause of the 80th anni everything else has to be gone? that's like choosing between phoebe gene and coach himself to play in a match. fine i get it coach is the best out of the three and so you push the other 2 away. but the other 2 don't even have a red card or anything so why can't 3 of them play together omg. without cheer there's practically nothing else to do in my life cause that's what makes me happy. the months spent with meryl at bishan cc trying to perfect our choreo; the pride you get when we teach it to them; all the intense practises; finding a proper venue for illegal; the tiredness in that whole june+july period; late night practises in the new school with only 1 set of lights on; and the joy felt when you perform on the big day. really, there is nothing that can replace that. i guess no one else will share this sadness cause well they all got other things to do in their life -_- but i don't okay this is the only thing that makes me really really really happy. and i was looking forward so much to cheer2013 because it's our final year here :( can they just.